Long time no journal entries! :)
That's a first, huh? Yeah, but I'm all good. So... that's it for my update. Chantel
NostalgiaThe yearning for the things so unattainable, manifesting itself deep inside. The nostalgia, longing for that one thing never to return, could kill a person. What maintains the sanity, what keeps it real, are the things so tangible now. Pursuing a dream, succeding in a goal, what brings so much pleasure. Never dwell about what has happened, remember the memories, yet look forward to making new ones. Try to smile when all you want to do is cry, remember everything so pure and sweet in life. Keep the memories close and never let go. There will aNostalgia
InevitablilityScreaming for attention, when no one is around. Crying for support, knowing you'll always be alone. The truth lingers within your soul, screaming at you to acknowledge it.Inevitablility
Lying alone at night, too tired to care. The day is dreaded but inevitable, just like life. Wondering why everything is as it seems, wondering if all this suffering is worht it.
The call of your name sends chills down your spine, spinning to reveal the speaker.
The warm embrace fills you with hope,
hoping suffering is worth it.
Behind My TearsBehind My Tears Chantel GrattonBehind My Tears
All I have is the pain you've caused, All of it exposing my countless flaws. You lied to me, calling yourself a friend. All you did was hurt in the end. Can you tell me why I feel this way, All those hateful words you used to say. The smiles, the words, the countless lies, Falling asleep to my silent cries.
All alone, I feel depressed. All I feel is emptiness. I try to smile behind my tears, Try to fight away my fears. I look up, up above and pray, Pray that this life will go away. I try to smile behin
Everything to MeEverything to Me Chantel GrattonEverything to Me
I watch as my life fades away, leaving me in shades of gray.
Why did I expect things to be perfect, Life this good would never fit.
You lied to me and broke my heart, Maybe saying sorry would be a start. The way you'd touch me, your gentle kiss, I guess everything about you is something I miss.
You were everything to me, Why won't you look, why can't you see. You broke my heart, I feel so used.
I'm hurt, I'm lost, I'm so confused. I believed the lies you told, It's gone now, my soul is sold.
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